I start with your feet working between each toe and along the arch of your feet then running my thumb along the length of your calf to the sensitive s...ot behind your knee. I continue to work the muscles of your calves until I can feel that they feel like softened butter. Now its on to my favorite spot — but I’m rushing…so I slow down, this is for you not for me. I brush my fingers up the backs of your thighs…then like I did with your calf, increase the pressure running my hand up the center and. I just need a way to get back into his life. And even if it was only sex, I'd take that in a heartbeat." He's my soul mate. We're meant to be together," she said heatedly. "Every second that we're apart hurts me."Connie looked at Cheryl again. In the last few months that she'd known Cheryl this was the first time that she'd seen passion about anything coming from her friend.Seeing Cheryl there on the couch with no makeup on made the woman seem older yet more innocent and vulnerable at the same. I seem to be pulling back against her but in all honesty, it is futile, she’s so strong.“Becky,” I tell her, “what the fuck are you doing?”She says nothing but keeps dragging me into her flat.“Where’s your husband?” I ask.“Watching footie down there pub,” she says. It's the first words that have come out of her mouth since she stood outside my door.We enter the bedroom. I’m still being pulled by my outstretched hand. She spins me around and pushes me onto the bed. Her hands grasp my tracksuit. He didn't become my first anyway, he wasn't even second, and I still kinda wish he had been but that doesn't matter now.My first was a guy I never saw the face of. My friends Lucy and Veronica and I were at a concert and it wasn't someone famous but it was a small place and it was really crowded and I had a mini skirt on and I felt great and we were all having a really good time dancing.There were some guys behind us dancing too and one of them was bumping into me a lot and it was a little bit.