“It’s the only way we’ll get this all done.”“Head bashing is mandatory?” she inquired, pushing her plate away.“You can’t make an omele... without breaking a few eggs.”“Or heads,” she added, wiping her mouth.“Precisely.” They were already talking to and teasing one another like old friends. She discovered he saw the world as very black and white. It was to be pounded at, relentlessly, until it gave. He found her filled with the open-mindedness of an artist who was far more willing to absorb other. I think at one point I asked if I could pick some and take them back. My parents smiled but explained that they would melt. “Frost flowers only live outside and only until the sun warms them. Just like the asters don’t last forever, neither do the frost flowers. They just don’t last as long as asters.”“Will they come back next year, too?”“Yes, they always come back.”The next week snow came and the trail to the valley got a little hard for someone my size, so it wasn’t until March that we went. I love you Kayla.’ He kissed her ear. Kayla sobbed some more. ‘What would you know? I have to wear this until I die!’ Joshua’s voice was still soothing, and he spoke without reproach. ‘At least you can hide what you hate. I never could. You have to twist halfway around to even look at it in a mirror. I have to see what I hate every day, in the mirror when I shave, or in other people’s eyes. I can’t hide it. So I do know, don’t I?’ He sat back, and lit a cigarette as he stared at the wall. ‘If. I could just make out in the background, the other man had the nurse bent over a chair and was fucking his ass with his hard cock which was the largest of the three. Again I couldn’t hear anything but I knew when the men came as they froze in my body, spewing their hot liquids deep into me at both ends. Over the next little while, I watched as each of the five men fucked me in both ends, filling me with hot come. As I watched, I wondered how I had managed to take all this abuse then realized.