She didn’t really know what Ashlee meant. What could Gary possibly be up to? ‘You don’t think he got, you know, turned on seeing you with anothe... guy, do you?’ Ashlee asked after a moment or so of silence. ‘Huh?’ ‘You know,’ Ashlee said. ‘Maybe he got turned on seeing you with another man.’ Another silence ensued. Julie didn’t really think that could be the case. Or could it? ‘I’m sure you’ve heard of guys that get off on watching their women with other men, right?’ ‘I guess,’ Julie answered,. I went to college where there were a lot of peace love dope types and I felt totally out of place in this new crazy word of d**gs, acid rock music and stupidity. I knew I was mentally and physically different from the immature k**s in college. My service in Vietnam had really toughened me up physically and mentally. I was a man surrounded by a bunch of teenagers. But things were not all that bad, I reconnected with some high school buddies at college and I was partying and having a good time.. But told her to slip away once she checked in with me. My heart sank as she readily agreed... I hurried back inside and waited. After 5 minutes, here she came... I asked where the Hell she was and she told me that she went out to get some air... I told her ok. I knew just what was going on and she said that she wanted to dance some more and then she went off again... I knew she was going to be with Mike... drunk as she was I knew she was going to get fucked by him. After another 5 minutes, I. I don't want you to fuck another man. I don't want you to fuck another man. I was wrong. I should have never let it happen." I was about to go crazy.I was screaming at the top of my lungs now, "Carol, please don't fuck him, please don't fuck him."Carol came running in the room, "Carl, Carl, wake up honey. You were having a nightmare."I woke up, drenched in sweat. Carol looked at me, "Are you all right honey? God, you scared me to death. I was just putting on my black garters for you when I.