But then, I'd never been stuck as the only guy around with a hope of pulling it off, either. How's that go? Necessity is a mother? Something like that...I'd retired at forty, having figured out and patented a synthesis reduction that gave over thirty percent higher yield to a flow synthesis making a popular heart medication. I sold the rights to Abbott Labs for seven million. I bought a nice place with limited access in Oregon and took up a new hobby--I joined a pathfinder group. It's kind of. ", her knees spread further than they had been seconds before and her torso fell backward into my own, leaning into my chest, her head as if lifeless had fallen to my wide strong shoulder.My second hand had risen, slipped quickly back to the covered breast.Now I properly mauled my own parent - her hips beginning to move, thrusting forward in the stool, into my hand. She was gasping loudly and saying my name as a whimper again and again.Then, as suddenly as I had started, my hand removed itself. If they hear her cries, then we both will be killed. A drop ofclear nectar forms at the tip of her nipple as I hungrily close my mouthover it hoping that I'm right.The poor maid's struggles instantly die away as she calms down. I gaze upinto her tear-filled eyes and see a combination of both love andconfusion. It worked! The feeling is mutual as I find myself looking ather differently also. I no longer see her as a means to escape or even asa lowly, dark-skinned laborer. I see someone. " Do you hate your father?" Oh, wow? I guess you are trying to find out. I would say I see him as the real cause of everything bad that has happened to me. I don't care if I ever see him again. Do I wish for bad things to happen to him? I guess being so hardheaded he lost someone like Mom is enough punishment. Of course, if he doesn't realize just what he lost, it isn't much punishment, is it?" You don't think he realizes it?" I have no way of knowing, and I certainly don't want to ask him,".