It was my first college and hostel day. After long day in college I went in to the hostel. I was somewhat feared. I heard lots of things about hostel ...agging. Evening all juniors was called to the hostel common room. Seniors were asking lots of vulgar question.First time in life I was hearing all question. I was one among the beautiful girl in the batch. First question to me was “kitno ko pagal kiya ab tak (how many you made crazy about you?) I said no one. She was scolding me a lot. She was. I thought to myself.“But how can I refuse if a piece of fresh meat comes into a wolf’s den?I know you’re one of those high class girls.You look like a movie heroine.”I could feel that I was blushing.”I can never get such a beauty ever in my life.I will never forget this ever.This is the greatest achievement in my life.But I’m sorry if I hurted you in any way”Wow,he mercilessly had sex with a girl against her will and now he’s asking for forgiveness.Can he reverse my virginity?While I was lost. “I’ll turn off the lights.” I had no idea why I was whispering.With a click, we became invisible in the overcast spring daylight. Peering out through a chink in the blinds, ‘they’ were a threesome. A naked couple stood before a woman on her knees.“Ooh, she’s sucking his cock.”The frisson of Marianne’s words surged through me; that was blatant by her standards. I stared at her; she did not flinch, features rapt in the spectacle. How it came to me, I do not know but a powerful impulse. Still she suffers at home, mostly all alone. Only her elder bro Rob shows some understanding and sometimes offers her his helping hand. To avoid a complete scholarly stand still, he borrows her his computer and shows her sites, where she can pick up some useful knowledge for free. Later, he takes her along running a few times a week, to keep her in some shape. Linda is still her only friend in those first few years of loneliness. As before, sleepovers in some weekends. Being secretly in love.