Sam liked a college where she could stay at home and commute. The school I chose was a two hour flight away. My freshman year in college was a rude aw...kening for me. Mom and Dad had protected me very closely and the schools I had attended were very liberal, I was always told I was a winner. "Welcome to the adult world," my RA quipped. "Grow up or go home." I learned to be an adult very fast and soon I had many friends. I did notice that I was very popular with the girls. I dated only black. But the truth was, I wasn't sure anymore. I honestlystarted to believe that it might be the better choice. Mary made sure that I understood the ramifications of this decision. Shesaid she could help me through the process no matter what decision Imade, but she wanted me to make the decision sooner rather than later.She believed that the older I got, the more complicated the decisionwould become. But that wasn't the only thing driving me to make a decision. Without anytesticles to produce. She felt so upset but just let it pass. After all Dylan obviously had his eyes set on her but she knew once Dylan got tired of this girl he'd come crawling back to her and she wouldn't take him back. Never.After Drama class one afternoon, Gene caught up with Marissa and they talked in a private little corner behind the drama building."Marissa I finally get you alone!" Gene said breathlessly.Marissa looked at her watch and then back at him. "I'm sorry Gene. Its just being around Dylan is so new. She guided me to the bed, and sat me down.She jumped up onto the bed and wrapped her arms around me from behind, grabbing a hold of my breasts, and started to kiss the back of my neck. I took a grab of her h ands and caressed them, I turned around and looked deep in her eyes, and said make love to me Monica. She looked at me and replied , I thought you would never ask.She got up from the bed, and went into her closet (which was the size of the White House..lol ). She came out with a huge purple.