Tony. I’ve got to stop thinking like that now. I still had all my female clothes forcefully crammed into a bag beside the front door, ready to expl...de at any moment. Every other minute I would glance over at it and fight the urge to indulge myself in lace and satin. Knowing how much I had loved being a girl, I knew the only way to quit was to cut clean, but somehow I never got around to throwing the bag out. It’s presence was the only thing I had left besides the memories, and I told myself. As she hung up she quipped "Oh I'll be late for work boss!" I hadtotally forgotten that she would be working with me for a while.A few minutes before we all left for work, young Kylie dragged herselfinto the kitchen, she was most definitely not a morning person, Amy andI told her to help herself to anything she needed also that someone wascoming round shortly to show her how to work the alarm system, she wasquite happy about this and broached the subject of paying her way.Amy jumped in telling. I was thinking of going to the mall for a while," Mo said."Are you going to do a little outreach?" Maybe, want to go with me?" I'll see what JR wants to do. If he wants to go maybe we will." Can't you do anything without him?" Mo asked."Yes, but I don't want to. I want to be with JR and do things together. Besides, he'll be handy to have along if anyone gives us any trouble," I said."True, he can sure take care of himself, can't he?"I giggled and said, "Yeah, and that's not all he can take care. I laughed. We sat in silence for a while. He smiled. ‘Remember when we were kids and we used to play? We used to have so much fun.’ I smiled. ‘Yeah. Remember when you used to play Barbie with me? You’d be the Ken doll and I’d be Barbie and we’d have little weddings and Kelly would be our baby.’He laughed. ‘Yeah. I miss the days when things used to be so simple.’‘Me too.’ I said. We talked for a few hours. We laughed and reminisced and talked about our problems and not important.