Mistress taught me this technique and she uses it when she fists me. As my strokes began to get VERY deep inside her she said “Oh MY GOD!” as she ...atched me as my entire hand disappeared inside her. She grabbed my wrist with both of her hands and just held me there. I looked at her and her eyes were very wide and her mouth was open as she stared at my arm coming out of her.“It’s an interesting feeling, isn’t it?” I said.“INTERESTING!? Oh jeez that feels great!” she replied.“This is my. I thought I'd help Randy get better, them play a few games,” Rita said.“Oh, yeah that's cool, well since were all here we might as well play together,” Chris said.“Sure why not, but I break first since I suck,” I said hiding my disappointment.We played a few games them versus Rita and I (they won the most) and as usual I sucked, but this time for different reasons other than my poor play. My mind was too occupied on other stuff to really concentrate on the game, mostly on Rita. Usually I could. "I said 'no'." To all of them?" Yes." Why?" I have my reasons."I wondered if I was the reason. I still hoped to get back together with Brianna. It wasn't looking good but I hadn't given up hope.I came home alone on Monday again. I missed going to Brianna house and being with her. I'd settle for a simple conversation. We didn't have to have sex though I certainly would like sex. When I saw Brianna at school, she always looked away.I wanted to ask Sara for advice on whether I should call Brianna. If he needs something I'll leave my home phone number and cell number for you to call."The nurse said "Let me check his chart real quick and I'll let you know. He has no next of kin listed, and you're the first visitors he's had since he was brought here."After checking his chart on his bed, she said "He can go anywhere on the hospital grounds as long as he's escorted by someone, but he has to be attended at all times because of his mental state."She added, "We don't know the exact cause yet.