“Candace you should have lied to him, anything!”“No Mom, lying to that man ... he’d have found out and likely killed himself. Never, ever, lie...to him again, not for any reason. None of us must ever contemplate lying to him,” she said. “And for goddamn sure forget any form of pity as a tool in your tool kit! I mean it!”“I hear what you are saying, Candace. And I can appreciate that what you say makes a deal of sense. But I will be trying to talk to him, somehow. Maybe a meet up on some neutral. I felt shame burning into my face but dismissed it as I realized the level of sexual depravity I had fallen to.As if to pacify myself I began to scream out , over and over, yes, yes, oh god yes Janus brutalize my shit hole, fuck me with your big hard thick cock, that’s it baby fuck mommy fuck her gaping wide anus with your mighty sword fleshy sword.I was now at the height of my sexual frenzy, sweat poured off my forehead and a great sheen of sweat covered my body as Janus’s thick meaty veined. I could feel the skin slide against the hardness underneath. I could feel the ridges of the cock head harden in my mouth and rub against my palette.Jake threw his head back and moaned. "Jesus Christ! My god. Yes!" "You lying bastard. You've done this before. It feels so good! Suck that cock. Suck my fucking cock man."I kept pumping my hand and moved my other to hold his balls. I took my mouth off his cock and throatily whispered "No, man. I've never done this before. Do you like it?" Out of the. I’ve seen him play regularly with far more talent and passion. I pretend to be unfazed by their neglect by reading a book on the chaise under the window. But every few moments I look up just to see Jesten smile. I watch him whisper something in her ear. It must have been a question because her face turns red and she gives a hesitant and bashful nod. He gives her the biggest smile yet and jealousy burns in my chest. I don't even see the words as I glare down at the pages in my hand. That night.