“Oh, just let Jonni stay in case Johnny wakes up.” “Sorry Mrs. Love, but we can’t let Jonni stay. She’s not family and it’s against the ru...es to let her stay her.” “Why the hell not? They have never been really separated from each other since the day they were born. They are way more than just best friends; they’re part of each other. They would probably be together if it wasn’t for… never mind, but let her stay, if he wakes up then this is when he’ll need her most. I also have a feeling that. I could have told him, "So what. It's porn. I looked at it. Big fucking deal. Tell anybody you want -- right after I tell them you wanted me to suck your cock. You must be the gay one."That would have been pretty easy to do. But all that's in hind site. Not to mention Randy and I had been drinking most of the afternoon and I was petty buzzed at the time. But even that's only part of the truth. The thing is, while I had never had any previous gay experiences and really cannot say I had ever. ‘No’. you say ‘I think I might go to bed, I am feeling a little tired’. ‘OK’ I say as I walk up towards you and take you in my arms and rub your bottom lip with my index finger, I lean down and kiss you ever so gently on the cheek ‘Sleep well Rach’. ‘Nite’ you say and then you turn around and head for the spare room. All the while I watch as your firm, luscious arse wiggles while you walk, I get an instant hard on and sigh as I turn off all the lights and head to my room to masturbate while. I was ready for you."He gave me a rueful look. "You were that," he said.Mostly I focused on Spook's initial quest for identity and his search for a "purpose" to his existence. I spent a lot of time going over what I could remember of some of the more important conversations we'd had, trying to give him a flavor of the inquiring, super-intelligent and completely rational mind that had inhabited DEFCONTROL, and now all the other computers around the world as well.And I told him what Spook had.