I hadn't seen myself in a full mirror in a while. I evaluated myself. I looked okay but I could use improvement. I couldn't wait until I looked more l...ke a grown man and lost my boyishness.I tried on all my selections. I liked three out of the four. I put my pants back on and exited. I looked around for Jen. I didn't see her at first but a moment later she came out of the back room. She spotted me and came over."All done?" she asked."Yes. I like these three." Three? Okay. Or would you rather. I was in fear and guilty. I thought that she will tell this to my sister or to her friend. The whole day I did not talk to her. I am feeling guilty. I went to bed early before my sister and acted as sleeping.She came in and woke me up I started pleading her. She first was very angry with me but when I started crying she convinced me and told me that “you are my dear brother I love you very much than others I had done ever things for you. Helped you in many situations. But you have done this to. I have discussed it with the General and he has cleaned house in communications. It seems that one of the newbie's was talking to a friend on open air and discussing several missions we had going in the field. Thankfully there wasn't a loss of men but thanks to your friend Min who was cleaning up we immediately found out what was going on. I thought he was on your team?" He is but was grazed along the head and I thought it would be better if he had time to completely heal before going back out. The warm water and shit spewed from her. This practice was to serve two purposes, to clean her ass for fucking and to get her accustomed to my doing such intimate things to her.I went to the bedroom and came back to her with hemostats in my hand. I’d put elastic hair ties around each of them to work as springs. I went to my knees in front of her and reached for a breast. She put her hands up defensively. I grabbed a hand and bent one of her little fingers backward until she screamed in.