Later, she even admitted to waiting to shower after dates until I was done with her because the sex was always better for her that way. She never deci...ed whether it was my attentive or just the kinky idea of me licking her clean of her lovers until years later when she decided it was a combination of both. Anyway, we met Buck our big black bull at that job I had to take and he spotted us coming a mile away. He actually spotted Joanne first of course. Joanne is my wife. She would drop me off at. .. disintegrated ... is Colonel Musashi. But I've heard that Captain Kerensky, Chief Petty Officer Singh and all the rest of the crew have also kind of vanished. There's no one manning the bridge. It's like we're leaderless in deep space, sir." Well, I'm still here," said Colonel Vashti."Yes, sir," said the soldier, who seemed rather less than reassured."We need to keep order." Yes, sir." It's paramount." I agree, sir." I shall try and locate the missing officers." Thank you, sir." Don't. " She idly stroked my shoulder again. She said, "I loved Speedy. If there hadn't been a Speedy, there wouldn't be a Steven here now. I wouldn't have a Steven to make coffee, to give me a beautiful coat. To put his mouth on my breasts. To say he loves me."My head was swimming. I made a quiet sigh; it felt as if it were all taking my breath away. I said, "Camus said that when you lose that innocence you were born with, you never go back. We waste our lives and our minds trying to hold onto it.". “What’s that for?” My Dad asked.“I have to clean my room” I lied, and ran upstairs before he could say another word.Once I got to my room I immediately took of my pants. The thong I was wearing came off and went straight into the trash bag. I opened my underwear drawer and threw away every thong, and anything even remotely sexy. Then I went to the bathroom and threw away all of my razors and shaving cream. If my legs and pussy weren’t shaved, and I didn’t have sexy underwear , then I would be.