I had never known such sexual abandonment before, a time when I felt totally free to say and do whatever I wanted sexually. Jessy's uninhibited love m...king, his desire to only please me in every way, released something within me and I knew that I could never go back to being the girl I had been. I realized that afternoon that even though I loved Frank with all my heart, my body would belong to any man that I felt attracted to sexually. What I didn't know that day, but was about to learn, was. He gave me a half-wave and put on his friendliest smirk. "Matt, right?" He asked me, reaching out his hand.The door was too far from the couch to shake his hand without getting up, so I stood and walked to the door, taking his hand in mine. He gripped me firmly, staring me down with the confidence of a man twice his size. "So how do we do this?" He asked John, not letting go of my hand.John pushed the door closed quietly and walked around me, plopping himself down beside his coat on the sofa.. I howl ?29, both with the pain, and the pleasure of it. *WHAM* You do it again, ?30? I sob resting my head down on the bed, heaving for breath from the sensations going on through my body, and the feeling I am having. *WHAM* Right when I did not expect it, you did it one last time.?That was to remind you I am the Mistress and I will punish you when, for how long, and wherever I wish, no say thank you? You croon at me.?Thank you Mistress for punishing me, thank you for making me take your toys. That's the way I planned it. I could have revealed my hidden talents to my superiors long ago. They would have been eager - no, ecstatic - at them. But I would not be in the Navy, which was where I wanted to be.All persons having any type of extraordinary mental abilities, as demonstrated in the Newcastle Empire, were treated very well by the Trinic Confederation. But, they would not be allowed to pursue a career of their choice. No, they became wards of the state... for life, usually. While.