Girls like me either find someone at the blind school or die an old maid. Pretty blind girls get a sighted husband, but sometimes they also get raped ...r abused. There is a down side to everything. The rest of us compete for the blind guys at school. If we don’t connect with one of them, there are few chances of finding a man later.’ This was getting pretty awkward, so I was glad when we got to her house. I helped her in and said goodbye. A little later I was watching football on TV when I got. ‘No way in hell!’ I said. ‘Hey, I don’t want to have to hire stars, they ain’t real. Anybody can do that, I want to do real life shit.’ He said. ‘Billy, we are not going to let you film us having sex.’ I told him. ‘Why not? I have heard you guys, I bet it would be great!’ ‘She is my wife, I don’t want everybody and their Dog looking at her!’ I was beginning to get a little bit pissed off at him now. ‘Hell, you need to lighten up a little. It’s no big deal, women are for fucking. Besides, I bet. “Hello Charles, how was it?” she asked.“We did two performances tonight - my legs feel like rubber bands that have been stretched too many times.”“Did you ever have something to eat?”“Ohh, that’s why I am so hungry, No — we didn’t. We’ll be there by 11:45 ... how are the little ones?”“They have been perfect little infants. I am certain just like you were,” she chuckled.“Yeah, I could tell you stories! See ya in thirty!”I started signing autographs again - the kids were so appreciative. The girl. I was confused how I could have such strong emotions for a woman I had not known for more than a few hours. I read our conversation again, trying desperately to find a clue as to what words she had used to make me have such strong feelings for her. But there were no particular words. It was only her and who she was that had me enthralled with her. I pulled up my email account and made an attempt to write an email worthy of her to read. I wanted to tell her how I felt, but the words failed me. I.