I read it in a book that it helps very much to fight against diseases & keeps you healthy.Me: thanks mom. I also read it on net. Now i also drink some...imes my pee in morning but never applied on hairs…Mom: ohhh. U naughty boy. U grown up much.Me: Yes mom. I have lot more questions to ask u like that & u have reply that honestly to me. But now its didi’s home coming so i ask u later. Ok.Mom: what else u going to ask??Me: later mom. We have lot of free time here.Mom: ok.When we reach at sisters. I am working in a software company and am out of the house atleast 12-16 hours a day and I wanted security for my mother who was alone at home or atleast the house when she too was not there. The first few days I did some trials by leaving just the cameras running at night with the alarm silenced. When I accidentally was browsing the recordings the next day I saw that the milkman who comes over to deliver us buffalo milk generally took His own sweet time in delivering the milk and also stood. I guess painful memories do strange things to people.Within four years of our relationship, I felt I could trust Allie enough to tell her my kink. She looked at me with concern in her big dark innocent eyes. Especially when I told her what initiated those sexual feelings. It was definitely not the reaction I had expected. She immediately suggested that I should maybe see a ther****t. “I’m sorta worried,” she said, “I don’t think this is a healthy way to process that kind of trauma. A ther****t. Theywere all bopping away in an array of Christmas headgear shoutingalong to the music. No question - I was in the right place. In aweird way, I felt as if the characters were real, living people. itwas as if, for this night, the fairy-tale characters had comemagically to life. Like me they too had become who they dressed as. Some guy wearing a woodcutter's outfit carrying a plastic axeimmediately approached and bought me a cocktail. A little spark ofexcitement shot through me. I thanked him.