Was it the same for Charlotte's profession? Doubtful. She'd tell me if it was an issue.She was enthusiastic about working with me at the house. It was...'t just lip service, either. She really did want to learn and she really did help. She wasn't afraid to ask questions and she wasn't afraid to make a suggestion. Most of them were valuable. So what was holding us back? More to the point, what was holding me back? Fear of failure was the only conclusion I could come to. I'd experienced failure. JoAnn glanced at Cheryl who wassitting on the edge of her seat, head high, back straight, and chest out.Knees together, every inch a proper girl. At the doctor's prompting,JoAnn related the events of the past several weeks, and said they starteddiscussing female hormone treatment and that is why they are here."Are you telling me that this girl has only been dressing and acting as afemale for only two weeks?" Yes, doctor. That is exactly what I am saying." Stand up dear, let me look at. “Meet us at the coffee shop on Cedar and Wentworth at 10 in the morning.”“Who is this? Who is US?”“Sue Ann, have you forgotten me already? The US is my friends and I.”“No, sorry I’m half asleep still. Okay, I’ll see you and your friends at ten at Cedar and Wentworth in the coffee shop.”I fell asleep to a wonderful dream of making love to three beautiful women. Then after a few minutes they vanished into smoke and out of a blazing light walked a naked Sue Ann. In my dream I made love to Sue Ann. Sam wasn't intimidated. "I and Carly wanted to tease the audience. Cool idea, right?" She grinned widely at him.Spencer apparently couldn't appreciate it. "Uh, no, not a cool idea. That's my baby s*ster. Was this your idea, Carls?"Carly just looked at the ground and softly said "no".Her br*ther's face softened up a bit. "Carly, Freddie, could you wait downstairs? I want to talk to Sam."They both left, and a surprised Sam was left alone with Spencer. Suddenly, she didn't feel quite as confident..