For a moment Erica felt a twinge of jealousy when she saw how Charlotte reacted to Clare. It was clear that the baby adored her."Just go!" Clare said ...hen she turned to see Erica watching her and the baby. "We will be just fine without you — I promise."Wishing she had as much confidence, Erica disappeared upstairs into their bedroom and threw some clothes in a small bag. She didn't exactly know what to take as she had no idea what kind of hotel they were staying in. Just in case she packed a. If I died she was supposed to find someone else and not just lay around and fade away, and I was supposed to do the same. I never liked thinking about that but recently I'd had to. She didn't die, but she wasn't here any more either.It took me a couple of weeks to figure out what to do then I wrote to someone I'd met on Lush when I'd joined. I joined to read the erotica and she'd written about a comment I'd made there. She was this really neat lady that lived in Tennessee with her husband, and. She was very happy to see me, we hugged each other and went to her room. She got beer for both of us. we were enjoying our beer and singing and dancing to the loud music, after which we got tired. finally we were sitting on her bed with her head on my shoulders. i held her hand and looked at her lovely glittering eyes. we came close and our lips met for the very first time. i kissed her lower lips first and then went to her upper lips and then her tongue. we were kissing slowly and passionately. '" So what do I do?" I asked."Do you know, really know, where Eels is?" Into asked."No." From his personal communications to you, do you know what his intentions are?" No." Tell them that. Just that. No rumors or guessing. I'm going to see if I can get you released back to your sailboat."It turned out that Into Valmaat, Nordic Attaché extraordinaire, had bullied his way into seeing me. He flashed his credentials at the least FBI minion guarding the door to my presence.Nordic Attaché: The Nordic.