My father died early. Some changes, which were in the works, were never able to be resolved. I do not know if the two will ever be friends again. I wi...h they could be, for I think the world of my mother of course, but Polly is not far behind."I have heard Polly's side of their life. I am curious to hear what my mother has to say. Who knows what their lives would have been if Mom hadn't gotten pregnant with me." I don't know Pauline Olson at all well. She has been a good tenant for me. I really. Karen says ok I'll call her right now and dialed the phone asking Kat if she would please meet Bev that she needs help with something then she'll keep quiet about today. So Kat agreed and Saturday morning Kat and Bev meet at the school field. After hem and hawing around Bev told Kat see that woman there in the blue shorts? Yea I see her. Well that's Mrs. Jones my History teacher and I want her. Kat looks at the young woman WANT HER? Yes want her like you had mom I want to have her. I want you. . Hell? Who the fuck is that? I kept staring at the person looking back at me from the bathroom mirror and... Where I had fat, this person had muscles. Where I had a jiggly belly, this person had a flat stomach. Where I had love handles, this guy had hips!Alex started laughing as I just stood there. "Are you still convinced you're not a vampire?" I can't be! Look! I can see myself... Or someone in the mirror!" "Of course you can see your reflection," Alex said as if explaining things to a. ? As a young adult, I had discovered theInternet and the thrill of looking at images of girls gagged andrestrained.? I really loved the imagesthat also showed a strong male doing the restraining, these really firing up myimagination.? Later when I discoveredsome quality sites with videos, I could finally see bondage being done in aclose to real life situation.?? One ofthe interesting things about my interest in bondage was that no one that knewme had any idea of my interest.? In fact,I was.