Nolan was long-since asleep, and we talked about whether Patrick's VCR recordings of that day's two losing games ought to be shown to him at all."I'm ...ot certain he's paying much attention anymore," she told me. "He's sleeping now most of the time. He's not just on painkillers now, he's being sedated in earnest. It's starting to look very bad, Todd. He's awake and talking to me only for half-hour stretches, all day long." I'm starting at second base tomorrow," I said. "Let him know about it if. We said we did not know maybe play monopoly or some other game. We would be stuck in the house most likely, We helped Grandma with the breakfast cleanup, she said hey you kids want to go into town? It was a small town about 5 miles from the farm. We all said YES. So we packed up got in the station wagon and headed to town, Grandma was going to the grocery and us kids were going to the Five and Dime Store. Tony and I headed for the toy section and the girls went to the cosmetic section, I had. I can imagine spending so much time getting to know your plump body, pinching folds, biting pale flesh, starting at your chubby feet, up to your thick thighs, fat pussy, round belly, big flabby tits, pink nipples, soft neck and tasty lips. I imagine you standing in front of me, naked, exposed, heavy, your sexy feet stuffed into high heels, all your weight on your aching feet, stretching the delicate leather straps. You sit down on your bed and I am kneeling down, at your feet, gently kissing. We’re complex beings. Our personalities are made up of many layers that often conflict. We all keep secrets without even trying. We understand that some things are inappropriate or hurtful to say, no matter how true they might be. I wouldn’t discount the absolutely random congruence of circumstance that brought you all together, but you hold them together. You developed a lot of maturity in a short period of time from what could have ended up being a scarring experience. That’s something to be.