That was not good enough.I said, "What I have just shown you is in a published document. As such, confidentiality is loosened. What I will show you ne...t is not published. It is closely held information, which is relevant to your position. I will not show it to you, unless you state, before this witness," I indicated Helen, "that you agree to be bound to a higher standard. Do you have any questions? Please answer aloud."I might not have needed to go this heavy. In fact, I had not intended this. I did not want to think — or rather, there were things I did not want to think about. I had run out of things to read. I tried to ignore the sounds — the snores of those who had gone to sleep on the benches, with their cloaks as blankets if they had them, the heavy breathing and the loud or muted sounds of pleasure or pain from those who occupied benches but slept not, the drunken laughter and the sudden curses from the tables were cards or dice were played, the occasional shouts for more beer. I then noticed something at the end of my cot, it looked like, oh it wasit was a stocking a Christmas stocking, I smiled and the dummy fell frommy mouth.Carefully I made my way over to the stocking, holding onto the woodenbars of my cot for support, the stocking was stuffed with small wrappedgifts I felt myself becoming excited and then for the first time heard myvoice. It just came out as a little squeak."Ga." I tried again."Mu, mu, mu." I knew that I was a small child and I obviously. I didn’t really care about her looks because I knew from our on-line talks she was really down to earth and a cool person.Three more minutes remained and I was starting to doubt if she was going to show. I figured I would give her until 15 minutes after the hour and then I will put my tail between my legs and go home.I was a senior in college and she was junior. We told each other everything. She told me she was still a virgin which didn’t bother me because so was I. I wasn’t a virgin.