Sometimes it scared me to think about just the subtle changes in my body. I wondered about bigger ones that weren’t so easily manifested by outward ...ppearances. I was encouraged by the parting words of Jenna, though. For all her insecurities she was so insightful. Her final words to me was to stop getting in my own way, to let myself be, especially around the a****ls.Of course, I had no such problems with Preta and Wolf. I knew what Jenna was referring to. I opened my eyes, the sudden. ‘Allison, wait!’ ‘No, Nic, I told myself this was a bad idea to begin with. I was right. Goodbye!’ She opened the door, and then slammed it shut, leaving Nic standing in his living room, wondering what the fuck just happened. Chapter 6 888888888888888888888888888888 What the fuck? Nic knew he would be torturing himself by having a severe case of blue balls, but he never thought he’d get a reaction from her like that. He was flabbergasted. He sat down on the couch, wondering where he went wrong,. I was wrenched from my thoughts by the sound of a hearty woman's voice. It was Rebecca! How could I face her?"My, my, my, how the mighty have fallen! Don't you look like the sexiest sissy girl in the world? Janie has done wonders with you, even better than I had expected. How do you feel now, 'Mr. Smith'?"Ms. Williams had seen me, it was all out now. The way she looked at me made me feel like a mouse about to be devoured by a cat. I wanted to melt into liquid and run through some. Have the two of you thought about the date?’ I motioned for her to come sit in my lap. Tears were running down her face as she slid into my lap. I could see Lila was crying as well as she slipped into Paul’s lap. Kathy spoke, ‘We thought it would be nice if it could be the first week in June.’ I said, ‘What if June is booked. What if we can’t get a church or a hall?’ She and Lila looked at each other. Lila asked Paul, ‘What can we do if June is booked?’ Paul said, ‘Well I guess we could get.