Brian continued, “I think that behavior is a defense mechanism to avoid admitting to yourself that you do have gay leanings. That happens more ofte... than you think. Many of the biggest gay-bashers have latent homosexual urges. "Your inclinations just came to the surface two days ago. Or at least your acting on such urges. There are many things you need to think through carefully. Consider all aspects of what entering a gay relationship would mean. Not just sexually but also socially and. .. with Ron right there... in the living room... ? I-I couldn't! I just... couldn't!"... But-but... my husband... !" she wailed. "That's my h- husband... out there in the living room!" And, he's fucking the hell out of my wife!" Fred Holden ground out at her."... But, how... ? Why... ?" Forget them, Baby! It's time for you to start begging... if you want to get fucked!" Beg... ?" That's right!" You mean... say it out loud?" Yes, damn it! Say it out loud... loud enough for them to hear out. "I must've given him a sharp look, Peter held up his hands in a defensive gesture and grinned. " ... hey, its been mostly supportive, and only a little of that 'cripple sympathy' I'm sure you hate." Yeah, I do hate that. You sound like you're familiar with it." I have a cousin who's a few years older than me. She's been blind since she was five. She got that kind of reaction all the time, especially back when she was dating. I was the sympathetic ear, so I got to hear exactly how much she hated. I've liked you this whole entire damned time, thats mostly the reason those couple of dates failed. Because i had you on my mind the whole time." "Why think about me when you were with a girl? Was it maybe because you were wanting me to be there instead?" "Yes, thats exactly it, couldn't bring myself to say it. I've wanted you the whole time. The only reason i saw other girls was because i thought i was never going to have you. So i tried to block it out. Didn't work." "Aww, thats sweet. You.