Ethan knocked on the door a few minutes later. He'd brought us some iHop breakfast from the iHop just down the street."Mmm smells good!" I said as my ...ummy rumbled from hunger.Ethan put the boxes of food down on a table that was near one of the windows. He opened up the curtains slightly letting some sun in."It's a really nice day outside. I was thinking maybe we could go out on the town later. What do you say?" Ethan asked as he approached me and wrapped his arms around my waist.I nodded.. I think I would'vedone the same thing." But do we have a chance together, a chance at a realrelationship?"Lydia sighed, got up off the bed, and walked around alittle. "Okay, psychologically and emotionally, we'reperfect for each other. We could be even better togetherthan Costhenofa and Daggerlos were." But the age difference is still bothering you. Is itreally that big a deal? It's only a little more than fouryears." It's not the raw numbers, and you should know that, andyou should know why,. We both wanted other things and I think as we looked to the future we did not see it together.When you say you never stopped loving me, I think you are mistaken ... perhaps you never stopped loving Matt O'Connell — although with the nature of our final parting that statement strains credulity.Regardless...That boy who you say you love or loved no longer exists. He died in Iraq a year or so ago. I think it best if you think of him that way. I'm sure in his last days he forgave you. Now he is. But tell you what, brother mine: I need a shower. See ya!" And off she went to the bathroom.We never spoke about that morning again, but I can't tell how often I fantasized about the possibilities in a thousand different variations. So that got me started on the idea of incest. I started reading a lot about it, from psychological analysis's, classic literature all the way to porn and back. My personal point of view is that if it involves two consenting adults of legal age, then why the fuck.