I just went crazy. I turned into a monster. How will I ever be able to face any of our girlfriends or the guys thinking about this? I can't ever tell ...nyone. I couldn't even tell you if we were together. I can only think this out to you and know that somewhere, in some other life, you are comforting me. I know your answer. I did what I had to do. That's the answer, isn't it? That's what you meant at the studio. You knew I'd do this. At least that girl—if she ever finds out—can come home with. Miss Violet" "Sehr sch?n! Und nun ab an die Arbeit die W?sche wartet!?Meine W?sche liegt im Sklavenhaus vor meinem Bett!!"Es war besch?mend ! meine Sklavin verlangte von mir, da? ich ihre Schmutzw?sche wasche! Mit hochrotem Kopf rauschte ich aus der K?che und sperrte micherst einmal heulend in mein Zimmer ein. Was sollte ich tun? Was KONNTE ich tun? Nach langem ?berlegen entschloss ich mich gute Mine zum b?senSpiel zu machen und darauf zu hoffen, da? mich bald jemand aus dieser Lage befreien. This feels wonderful!" I was not old enough to be able to ejaculate but the feeling just got better and better. I never felt any big release, but the feeling was fantastic. I asked Julie if she had heard anything about fucking. She had heard about it but was real unsure of what it was. I figured it was probably what my parents did when my dad would get on top of my mother and kind of humped up, and down. Sometimes my mother was on her back and sometimes she was on her stomach. I had only seen. I wanted more of that!He invited me to lie down on the massage table. On my belly with my face in the special hole. He told Ed to start at my legs and gave him some oil. He explained how to touch me and which movements to make. I have to say that Ed’s touch was very pleasant, even though he did it for the first time. Ed has a clear talent for massage! Mark started at my shoulder blades and neck, the problem areas. I said: “Wow! I’ve never had a massage with 4 hands before. This is awesome!”..