When she thought I was helpless and senile."He was grinning like the Cheshire cat. Allie couldn't stand to look him in the eye."But, like I said, my m...mory isn't what it used to be."Allie fought back angry tears and stared off at the wall behind him. How dare he try to compare what she did with the horrible things he'd done to her!Paul let her stew silently, and found a seat on the long couch opposite the kitchen, angled so he could see her from all of ten feet away. The distance didn't matter;. 78-mile circuit, I certainly would not be able to sleep given that the small house I accepted less than 100 feet beyond the southernmost point of the raceway. The first morning in the small house was a dream come true, the first I had had in many a year. The sunlight streamed through the open window, alighting upon my face to awaken me. When I finally willed myself to sit up in bed, I could see through the parted curtains out across the circuit below me, with a superb view from the 155-degree. Often we sat late at night with my hair splayed across your lap as we watched a movie, your voice coming across almost teasingly "Why do you worry about what people think? I love you as you are and so should you." I always brushed the question off with light humor.This was one of those nights when my disobedience earlier earned me swift and stern punishment. You had chosen the movie, one you knew I'd love to see and asked that I showed up with no panties so you could touch me at will. Cleverly. Or if Rod called, you never know. Lizzy was out introducing Amber to the crowd. Fortunately the time difference made it later there and gave them an excuse to leave when I called. It was an abrupt exit to be sure and more than a few heads turned following them to the door. As usual, Lizzy, could tell something was wrong so as soon as she was in the cab she put herself out and came to meet me, instructing Amber before she left to watch and wake her if anything came up or when they got close to.