He seemed to be looking away, not ashamed, but as if to do all he could to suppress the appearance of staring. I even managed to get a small and dist...rted glance at him in the polished surface of a coffee pot as I leaned forward into the opened refrigerator to take out some milk and brownies. As I turned to the table where Brian sat, my loosely tied robe--no accident--fell open. My hands were occupied so I couldn't do anything about it."Whoops!" I said. My voice quavered a bit, which I. His grunts turned me on, his passion was intoxicating. So when he moved forward and rubbed his now rock hard cock along my ass crack I knew what he wanted. I had never been fucked, but I so wanted it too. I wanted him to take me. To take me and use me... and he did.My eyes widened feeling the head of his dick at my opening and began to think it a mistake, but it was to late. It all happened so fast and with a manly grunt, he was inside me. A searing pain seemed to take over my whole body as he. I felt the mattress flex as he climbed onto the bed between the stretched vee of my naked legs and I imagined him kneeling there, cock in hand, stroking it as he contemplated my pink, soaking entrance. (Zip!) Something was asserting itself from my subconscious. I was trying to concentrate of the mental image of Kevin (or anyone! Remember, it could be anyone) kneeling between my thighs but something else was clamouring for attention in my brain. A feeling like déjà vu. Kevin moved closer and I. Let me know when you can come see me." he said with a comforting smile and a gentle fatherly pat to my shoulder. I thanked him for coming to the service and promised to call when my head cleared up a bit. I thanked everyone for attending and invited all of them back over to Gypsy's house for a catered lunch. Still numb from the news no one wanted to accept, everyone seemed to pick at their food as each of us tried to make sense of our shared loss. One by one, the girls opened up, and began to.