That's just wrong.Beth eventually returns to the room and I take the two of them for breakfast on deck. After, Beth and I change and find the one pool...dedicated to people who want to swim laps. I let Alex go wander on his own. Beth's form was off and we spend a few minutes working on that. The morning passes surprisingly quickly.Alex reappears around lunchtime. "Sir, there's a sushi buffet on the aft deck. You wanna hit it?" Yeah." Beth and I get out of the water, "That'll work. How you feelin'. I suppose it had been building up deep inside of me ever since I came back from Texas, and the shitty day I had was just enough to push me over the edge.Unfortunately, there wasn't anything that I could do about it. I mean, just because I had a panic attack didn't mean anything had changed about my situation. All I could do was hope that I didn't have another one.I was anxious over the next few days, and I realized that being anxious about having another one could actually bring one on, but I. He would take their life force as his own and carry them,imprisoned forever within his soul. When he thought of that long agobook, he now placed the face of Michelle Shipley over that of littleCharlie McGee. He was now the large stoic Indian with the cloudy eye andthe badly scarred face. The thought of it only served to make his smilemore radiant. He burst into the Watch Room, the technological operations center wherethe listening equipment buzzed and recorded even the faintest breathingof. .. !!Sanosuke: I know. The Hitokiri began the killings of the new era; he did a lot of dirty things. So, he couldn't watch the Sekihoutai do something dirty in silence... Hey, Katsu... they say the captain and the Sekihoutai did something dirty. That's not what the captain hoped for. He lived for the ideal of equality for the four classes. Now, after so long, we can't live for dirt.Tsukioka: This has nothing to do with being dirty or clean! It doesn't matter what the means are as long as we.