As I've read in many articles that this shit is as bad as smoking, drinking, or even taking pot. It's addictive and can ruin your life. I'm somewhat i...clined to agree with that assumption right now. My mind just doesn't seem to have the answers anymore. Fantasies, realities, truth, lies, I can't seem to get a grip. I often wonder if there are other guys like me? I wondered if other marriages were like mine? What happened to them? Did they succeed? I wish I knew.That's why I'm here at the bar. After putting theperfume back I clipped a three strand pearl necklace around myneck. I couldn't find earrings that weren't the pierced styleand for the moment wished I had pierced ears! I finished byfluffing my hair out and then stood up and took a few steps.My head was in a whirl as I minced around the room, giddy withfeminine excitement! I was totally dressed as a woman now, inmore than I had ever worn and, with clothes that seemed to fitperfectly! I still had plenty of time. It would be. Why should these disgusting sinners be forgiven and accepted into the Kingdom of God. Why should they ultimately be treated the same as he? Hadn't he always struggled to remain good and pure - while these sinners had let their lust have its way in disgusting, sinful acts.Closing the door behind him, he walked head bowed and deep in thought across the grassed slope to the church."Hello father," he heard a light, musical voice address him.Looking up he saw the pretty face with its habitual cheeky. “Good selections so far,” I said. “You had one more you liked.”“Yes, actually there are two, but one is the primary. Its an experimental unit that uses some kind of miniaturized particle collider as the warhead. Supposedly you get a high intensity pulse of energy. The physics suggest that when it works, it will both strip ships of armor and wreck any and all unshielded electronics,” Brent said.“Are there issues with using it?” I asked.“The warheads are incredibly unstable. According to the.