About two weeks later on a Friday night, I was messing around with my bike on the living room floor with grease on my hands and un-showered and heard ... knock at the door. It was her dressed pretty normal and she said, “I was on my way to the store and thought I’d take you up on the beer offer.” I said, “sure” and got us both a beer and we kicked back and chatted while I wrenched on my bike. This ended up happening a few times over the course of maybe 2 months and it always ended friendly with. I slip my tongue in to your mouth, exploring you, stroking your tongue with teasing, sensual strokes. I like the way you push back, exploring me, our soft tongues doing battle as we feel each other’s passion.My hand moves over your breasts, though you are still fully clothed. Through your thin blouse I feel them, heavy and full. I rub them gently, feeling their shape, their warmth. Your nipples are hard and I can feel them vividly through the material. You moan lightly as I touch them,. I had not had a good orgasm since splitting from my girlfriend and fantasizing about Carmen had come back much stronger and the rest was to be unsaid. Lying on the bed, in the middle of the most joyous stroking; I realized that the bedroom door was opening little by little. O’ shit!! Why did I not bolt it from inside? Carmen was inside once again. I was totally ashamed for being caught naked and masturbating. My fist froze at the shaft. Why did she come in, was not important now? Carmen showed. Hindu-ism 1: This shit has happened before.Hindu-ism 2: This shit is not a religion, it is the way of life.Hindu-ism 3: This shit happening IS you.Hippi-ism: Make happenings, not shit!Hitchhiker-ism: The answer to all shit is 42.Holism: When shit happens, it happens everywhere at once.Hopi: Corn fertilizer happens.Holistic: There’s more shit here than I figured on.Idealism 1: I can deal with any shit.Idealism 2: Be prepared that all shit will happen, eventually.Idolism: Let’s bronze this.