I nod. I lay down in bed beside her and she rolls towards me. We lie facing each other in the bed. I feel her hand reach out and grab me. She feels it...a little bit then begins pumping. I reach out as well. I feel through her furry patch and find her lips, already moist. I slide a couple of fingers in and begin dancing them around.She moans softly. whispering and breathing. I lean forward and kiss her. Our tongues dance around each other, tasting the other. She broke the kiss, "put it in me.". "We both just kind of shrugged and I waited till Marion was sitting beforeI sat. Again, there was a clear thought prompt to do this. It seemed anunspoken agreement to avoid and direct conversation about what happenedin the clinic. She was probably just sparing me the awkwardness and I wasjust happy to avoid it as well.I was hungry and my appetite wasn't currently either being obstructed bysome restriction or suppressed by dysphoria so I was still eating whenMarion said she would see me in the. She suddenly start to hiss and got away from me and sat back and ripped open and pulled out all my dress and kicked her dress off and she sat there for some Breathing heavily and staring at my erect Penis while I lay there beside her on my back and Hands to my side.She still sat there staring and thinking what to do and where to grab and I touch her Thighs and look into her to say, ‘Put, relax, and calm down. Am yours and you are mine and we have 3 days and 2 nights to ourselves. And pulled her. Stories where the unsuspecting crossdresser is taken drugged and given sexual reassignment surgery, implantsand then woken up to find that he is now a she and can't go back. Itwould be so much easier. I would just have to be a girl and that is it." You don't really want that to happen Katy, you want a choice and youhave a family. We can live this way for the near future. It will allwork out." Then he got up and went to the shower again.I talked to him as I sat to pee. "It is a fantasy.