As she pinched her nipples, she squirted. A rush of liquid escaped her as she lifted herself up. Wet sounds were becoming louder as she sat back down ...pon it.Allison was beginning to thoroughly enjoy riding the dildo. Deciding to slow down just a little and savor this opportunity, she concentrated on the fantastic sensations the toy was giving her. She bit her lower lip as she squeezed the dildo with her pussy, making the tight fit push against her walls even more. She took her right hand and. ” She said in a quiet voice.For some strange reason I reached out gently caressing her cheek. “No I am failing you. Had I been teaching you all those months ago when I promised you, then you’d be a lot better.”Naci’s mouth dropped open as she stared at me. “No Toman you are doing the best that you can, considering.” Here she looked at the ground again. This time I saw a few tears escaping her eyes. “I know you have had so much on your mind. Plus all that you have to do. I’m not sure I could. Well ... hell ... it was too. It was awful.Instinct put up her shield.Instinct made her roaring mind search for any faint feeling a daughter has for her mother.There--was--nothing.Mother was gone.Daddy was gone.The twins were gone.It took just a second of joyous rejoicing to realize the pests of her life ... were gone, and their wives and four small babies.Gone ... not even a wisp to bury.Nothing she could recover ... no relic ... G-O-N-E!The hole was still filling ... there wasn't even any. I don’t know what would happen to me if I were to vanish. Would my thoughts and memories live on in some form, would I be judged by a greater power, would I simply cease to exist? In many ways, death is as much a mystery to us as it is to you.”“Death is so final from a human perspective,” Ryan muttered, “but it sounds like it’s just ... passing the buck. Exchanging one mystery for another.”“Some believe that we return to God when we cease to exist,” she added, “that is what Azazel says at.