.. most of the time. Our sex life was irregular, but probably averaged only about once or twice a month. Dawn used to have a very high sex drive but i... had declined significantly over the years and became, in the end, just another one of her means of controlling me. If I initiated sex, invariably I would be refused. She always initiated lovemaking ... except that this was now just fucking now, pure sex rather than any actual love. Bad sex is still better than no sex at all, but not by much.The. . I took off the bike-suit and boots, but of course nothing else more could come off. I went to the shower and refreshed myself, making sure that I flushed also inside that surf suit I was wearing, If I’d do that every morning I would not get in trouble wearing that surf suit all week - more thinking about the possible smell coming form it and people at work might find out if I would not do that...I also tried for the first time to relieve my bladder by opening that catheter... it wasn't a. When Gina wondered in on me a few months ago I was starting to fix it but didn’t get around to it.That’s how she caught me wanking in the first place.Since then, I made sure I had a few old towels nearby my deckchairs and a ball bat for back-up.There I was soaking up the sun on deck-chair and drinking more coldies dressed in only a robe, thinking about something but really nothing.I was under my make-shift clothesline with some dry clothes I was too lazy to bring inside.Gina was on my mind now. " Were they as big as mine?" No, way smaller." God, I hope it will fit. Maybe I'll have to force a little." O-Okay, Tom."He pushed me to the side like an object and got off the sofa."Stay on all fours," he said while caressing my ass. "Arch your back, and put your head on the edge of the sofa. Yes, like that."He squatted behind me and put both his hands on my asscheeks to spread them wide. I felt completely exposed."You're fucking tight, James." He caressed my asshole slowly, and I moved my.