.. I dunno scare you because you humiliated me." She took her hands from her face and looked at me with big tear filled eyes and a quivering bottom li.... No one would believe such a cute girl would destroy someone's life (mine) on purpose. Even though she basically ended any hopes I had for happiness I stroked a curly bang from her face and said, "I promise I won’t tell anyone what I saw, don't worry.” I wiped her cheek with my thumb and helped her up. “C’mon you look exhausted, I’ll drive you. It was one thing to walk out on a football field with your teammates; I was about to expose myself to everyone I cared about. What if they didn’t like the movie? I don’t know why this felt different. After all, I’d modeled and shown my butt to the world. This just felt more personal in some way. I think if I hadn’t already seen the movie and gotten positive feedback, I might have become a basket case.Then I remembered that these really were my friends. They’d support me even if I crashed and. If I could get my fingers in there now, I would. Or better still, hold your head down there while you drank every last drop.”I chuckled. “Don't blame me, girlfriend. You're the one who started all this. And you're the one who brought it up just now. I'm the innocent party in all this.”“Yeah, like you had to do what you did and couldn't control yourself.”“That may be nearer the truth than you can imagine,” I said. “About not being able to control myself. Anyway, here we are. Let's get that drink. The bridge crossing was virtually in the heart of Glasgow with office blocks and large hotels rising above the motorway. Bright lights and neon shone out into the night sky and the girls were wide eyed and had their mouths open limply as they tried to take it all in.At last Scott arrived at his flat and he quickly ushered the girls upstairs, forcing the door to open against the pile of mail that had once more accumulated behind it. He managed to stop himself before turning on the light in the.