I looked in and saw the pajamas and a light blue satin nightgown neatly folded in the drawer. "You're trying to turn me into a girl! Skirts, dresses, ...retty blouses, high heeled shoes and lingerie. This isn't going with the flow. This is total capitulation. I just wanted to get a few things that fit me not change my entire lifestyle. I'm not having a sex change!"Lisa took my hand and sat me down on the bed and looked down at me for a few moments. There was a look on her face like she was trying. It was dark now and the sky was full of stars. I returned and laid back down with Eddie. We laid together at least another hour holding our naked bodies together and touching, hardly saying a word.Graduation night came and Eddie won so many scholastic awards he needed a wheelbarrow to haul them out. Now enjoying our new popularity we were asked by several as to which party we were going to after graduation. We never told anyone our plans.After the graduation ceremony Eddie drove us to my house.. Dear Dot, By the time you get this, Christmas will be long gone, but I hope the spirit of the season will not be. I am consumed with guilt! I went into the local village. A place called XXXXXXXX. near our training base. Got a little soused at the Pub, flirted with a local girl, who was also a little tipsy. Before I knew it we were at her flat and she and I , well, we ended up in bed. I don’t remember what, if anything I did. I was way too drunk! I don’t even know her name! I’m so very, very. Nitty activated the gateway. He put on his own earpiece.“He’s on his way to you now. Yes, it’s made a turn for the worse. Oh? Is she? Well, I guess they’ll be meeting shortly then.” Dr. Nitty said.He looked over at me and Lauren.“Walk him to the gateway. But do not step through it.” He instructed her. “He has to pass through on his own.”“Right,” Lauren said as she slowly walked me to the gateway.She gave me a kiss on the cheek.“Come back to me soon, Mr. Perfect.” She whispered in my ear.I.