After everyone seemed done Tony came over to me as I lay in a huge sperm puddle on the mattress.“I guess I am going to have to through this thing ou....” He said indicating the mattress.I gazed up at the handsome man. Tony wasn’t a boy. He was a full grown man and I wanted him in the worst way. “Sorry, I didn’t mean for it to happen, but I’m glad it did.”“Look, you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, but the camera boys would like to fuck you, but only if you’re ok with it.I looked over. "You got Halo or anything?" Yeah!" he nodded eagerly. "You want me to kick your ass?" You can try!" I grinned at him, but Jody had other ideas and she was already pushing buttons on the remote control."Get a life!" she said, finding MTV on the television, but it was all in German or something."Jody!" Kurt frowned."Go order some pizza or something," she told him. "We're gonna dance." Get some beer too!" Shelly said, turning around in her chair and then looking at Jody. "Did you start doing the. There’s no going back from an ‘I love you.’ But look at what’s happening to you—This is tearing you up on the inside, and it’s only gonna get worse.” After a few more deep breaths, Claire finally got herself together and withdrew from my arms, apologizing for the wet spots her tears had left on my shirt. She looked hard into my eyes and managed to quirk her lips up into a bittersweet, twisted smile. “I don’t get you, Michael. You’re, like, a stupid asshole and a really nice guy all at the same. She never took her eyes off of him as he played skillfully through the first song. When it ended, she just kept saying over and over "I had no idea! I had no idea!" You've heard him play before, haven't you?" Val asked."I... I guess he hasn't played for quite a while," Sandy managed to say through her trance."That's a shame. He's really good," Val said."How... how much more didn't we know about our husbands?" Sandy asked absently, her attention fixed on Trent's flashing sticks as another upbeat.