I see you as being inseparable from Joyce." I don't see myself that way at all. I don't know why you have to believe something like that either. Why w...n't you believe me when I tell you that it's you that I've mainly been attracted to?" I didn't say I didn't believe it when you tell me that. Brenda tells me that too. Dale and Shirley have both told me that as well. What I'm talking about now is how I see things, not about how you or the other wives might see them. I see myself as being. The feeling of a load ofsperm splashing my insides is a big turn on for me. When Randy came eachsquirt was more than any man had shot into me with his total load. Thatdoggie cock just kept squirting jet after jet of his cum into me, and witheach splash I felt myself cumming again and again.Once the crowd that had gathered realized that he had tied with me, and waspumping full of his cum, they all started to clap and cheer for Randy.Randy must have been pumping his doggie cum into me by the. During that time, Ellie's romantic attachment to me never faltered. She remained as enthusiastic a lover as she had been, on that first amazing afternoon when she'd persuaded me to take her home to see my grandfather's gardens, and the pond, in daylight.I remained full of secret fears and worries. They were the same ones I'd been nursing from the start. I had acquired growing confidence that I wasn't simply going to "change back" into an old man, without warning. But I remained bedeviled by. About you. The next night, I satisfied myself in bed thinking about it. I thought it would end there, but when we met for lunch, you talked about it more. Even though I was very hesitant, I got excited all over again.Then, when you had me alone in the private room, my heart leapt as I saw what you were doing! You shocked me again when you unzipped yourself and took it out of your pants! I was again thrilled and scared. I loved the way you looked, loved the way you pulled and stroked, loved how.