It was my 1st time I remember I wanted to dress as agurl, yet I didn't do since it seemed embarrassing and not right. Yetfrom there I knew something ...bout me was different.I remember a mini mouse blue and white dress, that I should wear to playthe wife.... It was soo arrousing thinking of wearing the dress, yet Ididn't do.Then during my childhood I remember going thru some old clothes andfinding skirts and a girlish dress, wearing it now and then.i dressed less in my early years as a child,. With Christian at my side I felt comfortable and safe, but seeing him in his uniform and the reminder of his hands tracing slowly up my back I began to get distracted, especially as he had protectively d****d his arm around the back of my chair and was tracing small circles on my shoulder with his fingers. My breath quickened as they travelled upwards towards my neck. I glanced over to see him watching me intently with a small smile on his lips, his eyes seemed to be burning into me as they. We crossed over the burnside bridge on our way to the Crystal Palace hotel. Husband made a quick stop in front of the theater, which sat right next to the world famous Voodoo doughnut shop. I had read of their extreme popularity but didn’t expect the line to extend out the door and down the street ending directly in front of the Paris. I knew I was going to have to run that gauntlet of shame in order to enter those dark confines.“Thought seeing this monument to sadistic venality might help get. I had on a new, tight fitting v-neck shirt, ripped jeans, and, just in case, my favorite pale blue thong. I grabbed my wallet, a thing of poppers, and I headed out for the bar. Something in the air made it feel like tonight would be my lucky night.I walk in around 9 PM, and the DJ already has a fast dance song going. I quickly order a drink as soon as I walk in, and go to the dance floor, meeting the growing throng of people. I somehow find myself in the middle of the floor, and I just went.