..”How long have you felt this way?“I think I saw my first doggy video when I was a teenager. A school-friend showed it to me, she thought it was ...unny. I couldn’t get it out of my head. Then years later I had a boyfriend with a big porn collection, and I asked him if he had anything with animals on ... He fucked me doggy style and called me his bitch whilst I watched some German tarts sharing a dog. Ever since then, I’ve only ever really enjoyed sex if I was thinking about being with a dog. It was dim on the other side -- the light was off, but the blinds didn’t quite close -- but not too dark to see a boy and a girl not much older than ourselves. The girl I recognized from the dining room, a captive in another extended family vacation. They were Reformed like us.I’d passed her once in the corridor and she’d been braless. I know how to tell. In the Catskills, people dress up, but maybe not when just going down the hallway. She’d said hi and probably knew I’d looked.Much the same. I held up my hand the second she opened hermouth and shook my head."No, I'm not going to tell you earlier than we agreed." When her posturedidn't change, I continued. "Yes, I've heard that word is getting aroundthat Geoff and I broke up. Candice is doing damage control and putting outfires." So, you guys are back together?"I shrugged. "Right now, as far as everyone else is concerned, we had alittle couples' spat, but are still together. I'd rather not have to dealwith the buzz about the death. Curry and Mr. Perez were arrested. Marshal's operation got raided. I finally found out that the building we went to so that Reggie could sell him our DVDs was a strip club. It came out later in court that Marsha and I were going to be working there over the summer vacation, stripping and hooking. We just didn't know it yet.They arrested Tara and Steph, Tank, Ben and Rosey, Mr. Kunkle and Reggie. They picked up nearly half the boys in our high school and several from the intermediate school who.