" Because the chill represents your past and you want to be reminded of it?" That's right. You're helpless to erase it. Don't move your hand. Don't do...anything to make me more comfortable."This made no sense. How long did she need to feel the chill? How long did I need to feel it? I was hungry."Want to kiss me?" No, kissing you would be enjoyable and that would make me comfortable." Want me to move my hand from you back?" No, leave it there but don't move it." What does my hand being there. And I haven't been with anyone since her."Jessica nodded and smiled. "So," she said, "what do you think about pregnant girls?"Selena leaned forward and grinned at me, her cleavage threatening to burst out of her top. And she knew it. "Yes, what do you think about pregnant girls?" she cooed. "You've kinda given me a little vibe about that ever since you picked us up."I tried to shrug nonchalantly, then said "You're both gorgeous, pregnant or not - but yes, I'm curious what being with a pregnant. Finally able to form an intelligent sentence, I said, "I thought that ... when you said you'd lost someone special, that you could never replace in your life, you were talking about your Aunt Fran."Roberta smiled sadly and stared off into space for some time before replying. "Fran is just fine, but she's hurting too, little one. We were both very fond of Noah, and losing him hurt us both so badly, you will never know. I didn't want to upset you, since you'd just regained consciousness, which is. Pick her up from school or day care. How if her bedroom is here, you and I could go out for an evening. My cousin Amanda is only ten minutes away. When we got home, Nicole would already be in bed. One of us could take Amanda home and we'd have the rest of the evening to ourselves. What do you think?"Abrielle bit her lip. "It sounds too good to be true. When something sounds too good to be true, it usually isn't." I'm thinking about what's possible. It's up to us to make it happen." Loren.