Standing she kissed me again, her blouse open. She is taller than I by half a head and I had to bend my neck back a little before she pulled away and,...still holding my hand, led me to my bedroom. Once there she fumbled with the side zip of my dress, worked it out eventually and pulled it over my head. She tapped my plain cotton knickers. ‘Very Roedean,’ she smiled and I thought how that was the second time she had echoed my thoughts. You will recall she hated ‘coming out’. ‘Well, I wasn’t to. The spark spreads from my belly down between my legs as his hands trail up my calves and thighs, over my rear end, up my spine to my shoulders, and town along my arms. He takes hold of my wrists, pulling them around above my head on the bed. "Something very special for you today," he whispers in my ear as I feel more silk winding around my wrists, binding them softly together, "I'm going to give you away to one of my friends." I gasp and try to rise up, but his hand is on my back, gently. Same as the few times I'd tried this before. Tonight, I decided to take "You do it" a bit differently. Placing my fingers over hers I pressed her middle finger down onto her clit, me "doing it" with her finger. No response. Even her hips stilled. Oh, well. She could choose to enjoy or not. Either way, I was finally getting what I wanted.I continued to stimulate her clit with her finger while pushing it a bit further down her slit on each stroke. Then I felt the tip of her finger slip into her. I live in San Diego and the beach is only a few miles away from my house, but you could count on one hand the amount of times I'd actually been. Well, I was really nervous about my upcoming trip with "the gang' not knowing how to act or even what to wear. Being a 14-year-old "very insecure" girl is no fun, let me tell you. I spent the rest of the week worrying about every little detail and imagining every little thing that could go wrong and was just about to throw in the towel by Friday.But it.