. They were alive in my dream, but I knew they were always dead. When I dreamed of my parents they were dead. I always dreamed about the after, sittin... in the ambulance. The voices, the other people, and it was always jumbled and confusing and I tried to remember but it was gone."School tonight." Angela kissed my ear, moving closer."Oh," I frowned, but I didn't complain. I had to go to school, but it was night school for high school drop outs and people wanting a GED if nothing else in life. I. I lost my patience with her.I said "Look you asked me for help when you were outside". "Now I have let a stranger in my house and that is not at all smart". "You are going to do as I ask you or you are going to get out of here now". "I will find you something to wear".Beth began to cry again, she begged me not to put her out, she was certain those guys would be still looking for her.I asked her if she was ready to answer my questions.She nodded her head.I told her to take off the robe and lie. "As she asked, I stepped aside and looked up. "Hello I am Lena. I have an appointment at two."The door opener sounded almost immediately. "Thank you," I said aloud and entered.Amelie was waiting for me on the third floor at an open door. She led me through a small hallway into a warm, softly lit room. In the middle was a massage table with a light sheet."I'll give you a few minutes so that you can undress. Behind the folding-screen in the corner is a chair on which you can put your things.”. Placing it quickly over my head and forcing the gag between my teeth. I sob and cry in the darkness. Feeling real fear course though my body. I sob against the gag and try to breath, desperately trying to calm myself. My mind races ?He won’t hurt me, not really....or will He? ? I shiver at this thought and beg with my whimpers and moan imploringly. I feel the first strike of the whip land and jump with the pain. It is the long leather whip, one W/we have never used before and from that.