I used to play basketball with theseguys, hit on girls together, got fucked up with them, shared our deepestsecrets and basically were the best of fri...nds. I should have beenembarrassed but wasn't. My buddies smiled at me as I acted shy andembarrassed, playing with my hair and sucking my thumb. Sucking my thumb?I couldn't control myself.The guys laughed as Ted stood up and dropped his pants. I grabbed hiscock and dropped to my knees. My mouth couldn't wrap around his hot shaftsoon enough as I. He won’t listen to me though. I’m afraid I’ve hurt him too much. We haven’t talked much since that day when Mark walked out of the doctor’s office–just briefly, and about things to do for, or with, Alyssa. I don’t know what to say to him anyway. Doctor Jamison says I need to let my guilt slide away but I don’t know how to do that. I am guilty…guilty of cheating on Mark, and Alyssa too. My God, the memories of what I said to him the last night I was with that Brian haunt me day and night. I. " How did you know they swim nude, Jen?" I saw them once. I got up to get a drink and they were out there." Why didn't you tell me about it?" I don't know, I guess I didn't think it was important."Eddie sat quietly for a moment and then said, "Jen, how do you feel about all this naked stuff?"I shrugged my shoulders. The fact was, I really liked the idea of the nudity, but I still had a few reservations. I didn't know exactly how to work into it. Did I just start running around the house without. At least, I figured, wedidn't do any worse than Debra and Jessica. And I'll admit I evenstarted to enjoy myself! Especially at the end when everyone hooted andwhistled and clapped.But if I thought my dues were paid, I was sadly mistaken. As I made myway back to the table, Mr. Friendly Announcer said "Hold it right there,Sandra! We have a special request from your boyfriend, Rob. Ladies andgentlemen, put your hands together for the one and only Miss PatsyCline!"Everyone started clapping. 'Oh my.