" But I probably shouldn't have said that, so I hurried on. "And I don't want him to get hurt or anything, you know?" Don't want him to get hurt," Mom...echoed me and then we were silent for awhile."I just want to know why he has to be there, that's all. I want to know what's going to happen, Mom." I figured I couldn't be much more plain than that."Well, Jen, it wouldn't be much of an initiation if you knew what was going to happen, would it?" She chuckled a little and I rolled my eyes. "You have. . at least twice!”“I’ve thought of that too. I know the girls will agree, heck they were as excited as I was over the new TV last night. They even watched the sports shows with me until midnight. All the late night sports channels and some of the national news channels, were showing clips from our game. I mean, ESPN and every other sports channel. They were still running replays when we turned it off and went to sleep.”“Here comes Em. Damn, we didn’t get to spend much time alone last night – it. "Ayeka my dove." He answered, extending hand. "You need never kneel! Nor call me lord again. After all I am your husband am I not?" Aye beloved!" She breathlessly gasp, it was a simple question yet one she had longed to answer. "You are that! That you are and more!" She stole a glance upward and finding only approval in his deep eyes, clasped the offered hand. His urge for her to stand bringing them together, their faces so close she could feel the sweetness of his breath."Yet I fear my lady.". When she was young and not so sure of herself she’d even had sex with women, but this was wholly unsatisfactory and more than anything reinforced in her mind just where her sexual preferences lay. It wasn’t just the humiliation of leaving her female lovers dissatisfied: there was also the deeper discovery that she would never be the sort of woman who could properly love another woman however much she enjoyed her company. “Do you like this wine bar?” Kenneth asked, perhaps noticing Karen’s.