. How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my youth go?I remember well seeing older people through the years and thinking that...those older people were years away from me and that I was only on the first hole and the back nine was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like.But, here it is ... my friends are retired and getting grey ... they move slower and I see an older person now. Some are in better and some worse shape than me ... but,. .Holy...We're one. Exchanging memories at a blurring speed.How odd, to actually be able to 'point and shoot' when taking a leak!The unpleasant crawling feeling in your spine when you feel someone's eyes going down your back and lingering on you. The moment of fear when you contemplate whether they'll bother you. God, I never thought being sexy would have a downside.Are you kidding? But God. You operate on so little energy. It's like having to push something uphill... you have no breath. And the. "Of course not." Have you ever masturbated?" No, certainly not."He said nothing, just nodded. I was relieved. Just thinking about it gave me funny shivers inside. He straightened and smiled again."I'm going to have to examine you more thoroughly," he said. "I'll need to remove your pretty panties." Oh," I gasped.A strange tremor ran through me and the pain in my nipples got worse. The pain inside me got worse, too. I decided I would have to let him do what he wanted. I couldn't live with the. In that time, she had managed to meet a few guys, a couple of which she thought might be 'the one.' Not many women wanted to get started with another relationship so soon after a failed one, but Jan hated being alone. She wanted a man to sleep with his arms around her, make love to her, and be there when she woke up. She wanted someone she could be crazy about, and he in return about her.Just as soon as the thought popped into her head, she quickly dismissed it. Never would she find anyone who.