Though his head was pointed down at the magazine, I was convinced I made eye contact with him. Tim kept his eyes on the magazine as I stood up. I casu...lly pushed my robe down back to thigh level feeling a simultaneous rush of embarrassment and excitement. I had completely forgotten that I was bare underneath.Tim's eyes shot up at me and then back down to the magazine. I knew he had seen, and seen close up. The bed was only a few feet away from where he was sitting. Why did I feel so excited by. He’s someone that you or I can marry!”“Pistols at dawn, Bethany?” Kara giggled.“No way. I told you what the competition would be!” Bethany giggled.“I’ll win. Easily,” Kara said primly.“Bullshit!” Bethany giggled.“I think I need to be the referee for this!” my little sister teased. “Just so I can watch!”“Oh, you would like that, wouldn’t you?” Bethany giggled. “I’m up for it! Kara?”Kara blushed. That told me that they’d pushed it a bit too far. The blushing was the indicator.“Girls, enough,” I. "I smile at Bernie and say, "That sounds great to me. I do have one question though, do you still want to have our wedding at the cabin?"I can almost see the gears turning in his head as he pauses to think. Then he grins at me and says, "Liz, we don't have any idea when the cabin will be fixed and I don't want to wait that long to marry you and start a family. So why don't we see about having it in one of the churches in Leadville."His answer surprises me because I hadn't really thought much. Rachel, in turn, was a very dutiful and supportive housewife, and a loving mother to our small children. She never complained, made me feel like a king when I came home from work, toiled at housework all day, and never refused my sexual advances at night.I knew, though I didn't stop to think about it, that she wasn't having orgasms, but I thought she just wasn't that interested in sex, that all she really wanted was to please me. I would use her to get off quickly, roll over, and go to sleep. I.