I was surprised when he told me he knew I was gay the first time he met me. According to Carl, gay men can tell when a straight man has gay tendencies...even when the man himself has no clue. I confessed to Carl that my being gay was big news to me but I had occasionally wondered what it would be like to suck a man's cock. I had never, ever seriously considered actually doing it though. Carl asked me if I liked sucking his cock and I told him I loved it. He asked if I would ever do it again and I. It was a combination of sweet perfume, dirt, andsome sort of toxic chemical smell. He was not sure how long he couldstay in the room, as he was getting light-headed and sort of felt likehe might faint.He was shocked back to alertness by the sound of a female voice off tothe side."Hi, dear, I'm Debbie. Oh, is this your first time? It does take a fewminutes to get used to. I know it doesn't seem like it, but in a minuteor two you won't smell a thing other than a sweet flower scent. Funnyhow your. Rachel took the girls off as well and kissed me softly as she left, saying ‘I never thought I’d ever say this again, but I love you so much baby and I cant wait to be your wife, lets do it sooner my love, I can’t wait for the matching band to go with this ring.’ ‘Are you sure darling? Nothing would make me happier than to be married to you tomorrow if I could.’ ‘Steve, I have never been more sure of anything in my life, lets get tonight out of the way and then we can start to plan our future. “It’s underneath.”Her smile and the twinkle in her eye said all any man needed to know about her intentions for the evening.Vanessa wanted to try and re-create our first non-date as closely as she could and to that end, we walked into town hand in hand and headed for The Railwayman’s Arms first to share a bowl of cheesy chips—despite having already eaten some chips from the chippy not long before. Vanessa’s argument was two-fold. First, the walk into town gave her an appetite and second there.