“What if this is not what I really wanted? At first this was forced on me,” She held up the collar. “It took away that I had any say in my life....But, now maybe I am not ready to be free like this. Maybe I have come to like being this way.”Her eyes searched my face.“Are you getting ready to leave me too?” she asked.I shrugged. “I just don’t know what I want.”In the coming weeks we didn’t discuss this matter again.June came to the city. Leah asked if she could go with me to the downstairs gym. I. The spanking had now started and as it continued the slaps got harder and harder. He was testing me, but was he happy with me?. What if he was a real sadist? Now that the pain had started, how far would he go? I didn't know the answers to these thoughts, but I did know that I would be finding out pretty soon. I just hoped I could take it long enough to please him. Pain has always been challenging for me but I was determined to stand there and be a good girlfor Robert. So I continued to stand,. She took her second hand off my shoulder and reached for my shaft, wrapping her fingers around it tightly and started pumping it slowly all the while looking at it as if she were fascinated with a new toy, “I’m not a virgin.” she murmured to it.It was late and this had gone way too far. I stepped away from my sister pulling my dick from her hand and said. “We have to go to bed.”She looked lopsidedly at me “Do you think that’s a good idea?”“That’s not what I meant. I mean I’m tired, you’re drunk. Kevin is very big, 6'2" and he works out, he has muscles that lots of mendo not have!They love each other. They make love almost each night. They kids areperfect too. Smart and handsome or pretty (3 girls, 2 boys, and theyhave Kevin wrapped around they fingers). They have a vacation homes inVail and in east Hampton, in Long Island. Their resident on 5th Avenueand 75th St., they have a townhouse.Anyway, Kevin came to his office and on his desk; he had a cold, sealedbottle. It looked like.