"I'll go."She turned to leave, but Tamara caught her elbow. "Please don't."Laura turned back. Tamara was suddenly very pliant, receptive, her eyes thr...bbing, her smile ambiguous but not hostile. Laura lifted one forefinger and ran it tenderly over the girl's full lips, touching them sensually and skillfully, her eyes never leaving Tamara's."This is what I dreamed," she whispered.God, I'm a shit, she thought, still gazing intensely into Tamara's deep, swirling brown eyes. I'll do anything to get. Since finding his mother’s body as a kid, Linden was aware that he was a bit fucked in the head. Life hadn’t been a picnic for him—in fact—it had kind of been like his own little hell. Not that he hadn’t sought help, because he’d been there too. Five years ago, he’d mustered the courage to venture into a psychiatrist’s office hoping that the man could help him sort out his issues. Five years and several thousands of dollars later, Linden blamed the shrink as much as himself for his problems.. “Look at me, when I speak! How should I handle this?” he asked, although he already knew the answer. “Xiong, it’s natural for..” he cut me off “I did not ask for an explanation from you, Natalie.” “I’m sorry, sir.” “Someone else could have come here, you know that?” “Yes, sir, I do.” “What would they see if they did?” “They would see me masturbating, sir.” “NO! They would see you fucking your cunt!- now say it!” “They would see me fucking my cunt,” I repeated. He pushed me against the. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door it was my neighbor Barbra hi I said want to come in for a cup of tea she replied well I have just made one and thought you been alone you might like to keep me company for awhile. Great I thought someone to talk to for a while so next door we went to her house, Barbra was not by any means well off she had a couch and chairs beds for her and the k**s no dining table just an empty kitchen. Anyway, that didn’t matter she made tea and said were we.