While this was a responsible decision it was not an easy one. Our desires for each other were strong and keeping them bottled up was not easy.When gra...uation day finally arrived we were both equally excited. We planned to meet after the festivities and go out to dinner. That entire day I was incredible nervous. It had been 7 years since my divorce and at the age of 46 I had only been with 2 women. Lynn knew of my worries and helped ease my mind.Dinner went better then I ever could have. Or me tayar hoke job chala gaya or kam me bhi man nai lag raha tha jese tese karke 4 baj gaye or me ghar aagaya ghar ake khana khane beta me vese to slim body ka hu but muje har roz soft choti 12 roti chahiye us din mene sirf do hi roti khai or soch ne laga ye kya ho raha he sab kuch ak dam se change fir me reh nai paya or mene 5 baje suhana bhabhi ko call lagaya usne do hi ring me utaya or kaha raj hi mene kaha hi usne kaha aj baut derKardi call karne me mene mazak karte hua kaha ha kahi. When I went into the bank, I was a redhead wearing a baseball cap and a body pad that made my belly look bigger and my breasts look smaller. I was again thankful for my time at Church Camp.I was pretty sure no one was going to recognize me. Yes I did have to show the driver's license. So I chose the one in the name of Lucille Billings. It was one of many identities I had on paper. You guessed it they too were stored in the grease pit.Carlos probably knew something was wrong with me, since he. I would bet that if a beautiful woman would suddenly fall from the sky and into his lap, then he would be interested. That is, as long as she devoted her life to "keeping" him happy... keeping house, keeping kids, keeping books, keeping out of stores... you get the picture.Rob waived to me as I climbed out of my car. He was standing behind a long table with only four items sitting on top. A cooler full of cold pop that he was trying to sell for fifty cents each, his old stereo unit complete.