Now all mums expect to see little pitta patta of feet running around don’t we at one point of our lives well I knew that was never going to happen b...t all mothers hope. So the day she said she wanted to come out I was there I cried for the first few days but I got used to it and she told me in confidence that she was still a virgin to other women even to both sexes what had she been doing all this I thought so one night after I had just taken a shower and then I walked in to her room and saw. " Withthat she dragged me upstairs telling me, ?Look you are Nicky?s double,don?t worry, I?ll look after you, then we can sleep together tonightbefore you go to hospital."We went into Nichola?s (mine now) bedroom and opened a wardrobe, Amysaid ?these are yours now, pick out a coat, and hand bag? I selected acream ? length wool/silk mix wrap around coat satin lined, then a blackpatent shoulder bag to match my shoes, Amy came in from her room,having changed into a cream dress with a sweetheart. I believe this occurred because the North Vietnamese Communist Party decided to change strategy and accelerate their patient war of attrition. In a way, they probably did us a favor because there was no will to win in the higher echelons of government.I don’t remember the exact date of the Danang ammo dump explosion, but if memory serves me correctly, it was in the latter part of April, 1969. I also remember it happened on a Sunday morning. It was one of those few Sunday mornings that I was. “Uh, Hell I don’t know! Why you ask me? Ya think I’m their mother? News flash, I ain’t.” And he started taking the groceries out of the few bags I brought in and began putting them up with a grin on his face. In the last bag left, he got in it and pulled out Avatar. “Sweeeet! A movie! A good one at that! When can we watch it?” He asked giddily. “We can watch it, Mother, when you find Toby and Waggs and get their fat asses in here to watch it with us,” I retorted. Inside I was all torn up.